reading:listening

i write all the time but sometimes when i write i'm not writing at all e.g. writing these words right now some would call not writing but i'd prefer maybe to call it anti-writing and then again perhaps that's how i'd like to think of my poetry too because after all should one be so affected to call oneself a poet well then that one does indeed risk the appearance of putting on airs but then again so what we are all phony to some extant some are flamboyant about their phoniness while some try to hide it but is not life itself structured on artifice so now i'm writing but not writing and lately doing more reading and listening which i know feeds my writing so be it let there be writing okay